A year ago we went to Rome for a month, where am I going now?
I have dreamed of going for a similar trip for years, I try not to have high expectations, but emotions in me cannot fall.
I love signposts in my life
2 years ago, after careful analysis, I identified 3 main, i.e. rodzina, health i securityand as the fourth I added personal development, provided the first three are met. I would not like to make a career or look for myself in a way that would endanger our family or threaten to lose my health, I value life balance very highly.
However, since I read the book "Eat, Pray and Love", I could not stop dreaming about go to India alone - in search of oneself. Only this ends my similarities to the main character of the novel, because I love my husband and children to kill, I do not intend to divorce or leave my family and company, even for a month, so such a trip is now completely out of my reach.
Our month long trip to Rome was a great adventure, we brought back wonderful memories, but also an important lesson and development for our whole family - without a doubt, the quickest thing I noticed was that no matter where we went, our problems would go with us, and in the light of giving up home comforts (such as a comfortable home or kindergarten under your breath) many of them, especially the mundane ones for parents of a six-month-old and three-year-old child, may even intensify.
This lesson allowed me to understand that nie so much important where, Co with who i co.
Recent months have been extremely religious for me (but I will tell you about this sooner when I am ready). I am glad that I am coming back to my strength, but no experience affects us. I obviously needed a painful lesson, because it turned out to be a big mess in my mind and to start another process of my development.
The more I appreciate myself and try to make friends and fully accept myself, the better I see how much adversity is in me.
I love the speed of big cities, hundreds of people pass by on their streets every day.
I love the silence of the countryside and seclusion from the crowds.
I love to set the bar higher and higher, constantly invent something new, do more and faster.
I just love being and doing nothing, being happy to be just and feeling the great value that comes from it.
I love screwing myself and challenging myself.
I love to take it easy.
I love the company of friends and acquaintances, students, clients and all of you.
I only love being with my husband and children.
I love sharing my life with others.
I love privacy.
I love to cross my borders.
I love to feel safe and give up some activities.
I love comfort, convenience and being surrounded by beautiful and functional things.
I love minimalism.
And although it may seem very strange to you, I do not like any of these things less than others.
Or maybe you know this feeling?
I have a huge need get to know each other better, listen better to your needs, trust your intuition more, re-evaluate maybe a bit to have very much solid foundation to make your daily decisions in line with my values. I want better organize your inner world, it's better to deal with the amount of information and emotions that bomb us every day.
Type strengthen this strong woman, which I increasingly consider myself to be a stronger Mother, Wife, Sister, Daughter, Friend, Businesswoman.